Just know I'm doing something you ain't, simple and plain

i see the way you look at me now, i hear the stuff you say about me, it no longer affects me though,

Just know I'm doing something, you ain't, simple and plain

i hear you bitching about my marks, my attendance, my record; i hear you say I'm a fool for keeping at it,

Just know I'm doing something, you ain't, simple and plain

but i know I'm accomplishing more in life then you ever will, i know that I'm achieving my goals, I'm living life my way,

for every bad situation, something great comes out of it, yeahh, i had really bad year11, but my year 12 is going to blow you away,

i still lust for the day i can throw it all back in your face, but i know that is not yet upon us,

yeahh, you accomplished one of your dreams, but ask anyone, it wont last, at that point you will reach your lowest, you will realise how petty you have been, and at that point... it will all be too late,

"I got a life that you can't call luck, because it was a duty...
I'm more in a mind for reaching things that you can't
Just know I'm doing something, you ain't, simple and plain"

HERE COMES THE RANT!

this is just to get it off my chest; personal reasons

not essential to read...

you seriously have no reason to hate me; the only plausible reason I've heard sounds like something a 6year old would use,

and i believe that that's the best you've got,

you imitate me like a primary school child, you talk like a primary school child, you seriously need to grow up and learn that not everything revolves around you,

the day you realise your pettiness, you will realise the repercussions of your words,

when you spoke your immaturity and hatred on me, i turned it around,

yeahh, you and your mum have a good relationship, but you and your dad don't; I'm the opposite, so you have so say over that,

you said my mum didn't love nor care about me; stupid drama queen, and no offence, if you wanna be a psychologist, learn to see things for what they are,

Yeahh you have gone through a lot of rough stuff, but every situation is different for each person; your so single minded.

you used the 'come-back' at least i have a boyfriend and real friends,

yeahh, i don't have a boyfriend, but my life and my aspirations don't revolve around boys; and if i was to have a boyfriend, i would want him to treat me way better then you are treated; and yeahh, i don't know how you guys are now, but from what i know of before, i would prefer to be single then in that kinda relationship.

and the 'real friend' attack... GROW UP!

yeahh, i know/talk to a lot of people, but wake up to it, I'm a photographer, a business woman, i talk to 15+ people every day about photography alone,

and yeahh, your argument about not getting invited to my birthday, maybe if you had spoken to me in the 2months prior to my birthday, i would have been fine about it, but if your not going to talk to me, not listen to me, treat me like crap with i need your support and continually talk to me about your bf, don't expect an invite,

the '200+ people who i don't know' actually spoke to me, actually gave time away from being self centered to talk to me, get to know me, and yeahh, not many of them know everything about me, but they still spoke to me,

and not only is your reasoning pointless on that fact, but you also said 'well i heard it was s**t anyways'... if it was, then don't complain, theoretically, you didn't miss anything.

and whether i had the 200 people there or not, it was still one of the best birthdays ever, you may enjoy Barbie Parties and the like, but i enjoy hardcore music, hanging with friends, having a laugh; not everyone is like you, not everybody thinks the same as you.

and as for me being a 'drop-kick', it doesn't matter where I'm living, if I'm getting good marks, i deserve those marks, don't go having a bitch,

and im pretty sure you were the only one who was furious with my mark, don't go pulling your 'friends' into it.

if I'm living with a drug dealer in WoyWoy, or I'm living at home, or I'm living in the same circumstance as you, i can help getting those marks; its your failure, not mine.

and don't call me selfish, yeahh, I'm pretty well off, but the past few months have been anything but easy,

let alone the past year and half.

and as i remember it, you would come to my house in the afternoons, play on the Wii, take mac photos, by your self; i don't exactly want photos of you and your cleavage on my computer thank-you very much; and my extensions, you even expected me to give you some when i got new ones... if anything, you used me for my belongings, your the selfish one.

and the day you came over and you were upset, i set up a full afternoon of chocolate, lollies, The OC, i even did your hair and makeup, and i didn't even get a thankyou? SELFISH

i even lent you the OC dvds; they wernt even mine, i put so much trust in you and you threw it back in my face,

you need to grow up, pull your head in, and get on with life,

your living in your own little fantasy world where everything is perfect,

i cant wait for the day you see the world for what it really is..

this will probably seem like one big rant,

but i needed to get it off my chest, some of this was written straight after it happened, so the tense is all muddled.

i feel so much better now though :)